AS a fledgling new therapist I am intrigued by this topic of self-destruction and suicide. I turn to the news and radio talk shows to collect my data on social media and where that takes most of us. I happen to like Mathew McConahay so began watching the new series on HBO, True Detective. It starts off with a macabre murder of a young woman. So far in the third episode I turned it off half way because of its dark context into drugs and Satanism. I am not sure of how much more I can watch Matt smoking and drinking his beers recounting his drug induced haze whilst being an undercover cop.
Today I wake to read the drudgereport and savage nation. I read about suicidal bombers in the Daily mail UK. Headline reads "British suicide bomber posed pictures with friends." I say to myself and why do I want to see these pictures? Another topic brought to my attention of a deadly street drug named "krokodil." Glen Beck is onto some old news, "operation paperclip. "I am currently writing a research proposal for one of my classes and chose a topic of the political and economics of the marriage and family therapist in California instead of picking some topic about some type of deviant behavior and as to how to justify it or at least "unde-r-rrrsta-a-a-nd" it. Tons of $$$ is going into this craziness and looks like there is no end but I know all things come to an end. I worked all of my life to have a good life and to remove myself from destructive things and behavior. This is the measure I want to push. I am learning about how the brain chemistry sends out messages and signals in order to repair, tear down and rebuild this vessel we know as a body. Please join a group who love and respect the nurturing of our body's. Stop worshiping the destruction of the light and the form of goodness.
Today is valentines day and for what its worth I am sending you Love and Light.
